Things I Wanted to Say
Things I Wanted to Say
From New York Times bestselling author Monica Murphy comes a brand new dark and twisted bully romance full of secrets and lies...
Whit Lancaster burst into my life like a storm. Dark and thunderous, furious and fierce. Cold, heartless, and devastatingly beautiful, like the statues in our prep school gardens. The school with his family name on the sign. He can do no wrong here. This is his domain.
He’s a menace on campus. Adored and feared. Hated and respected. His taunting words carve into my skin, shredding me to ribbons. Yet his intense gaze scorches my blood, fills me with a longing I don’t understand.
When he comes to my rescue one night, he ends up broken. Bleeding. My instincts scream to leave and let him suffer, but I can’t. I sneak him into my room. Clean him up. Fall for his lies. Let him possess every single part of me until I’m the one left a gasping, broken mess.
Then he leaves me alone in the dead of night, taking my journal with him.
Now he knows all my secrets. My hate. My truth. And he promises to use my words against me. I’ll be ruined if my darkest secret gets out.
That’s when I strike a bargain with the devil.
I’ll let Whit Lancaster ruin me behind closed doors instead.
Each book in the Lancaster Prep series is STANDALONE:
* Things I Wanted to Say
* A Million Kisses in Your Lifetime
* Promises We Meant to Keep
* I’ll Always Be With You
* You Said I Was Your Favorite
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